True confessions

I’m not sure if I’ve come totally clean on my blog so here goes.  I have a long-time partner.  He’s a good man but has zero interest in sex.  I’m not even sure if he masturbates.  It’s been so long since our last physical encounter that I can’t remember.  To make it even worse he’s hot, has a better body than I do.  Years ago, we did some couple therapy and it was determined he was “asexual.” 

I believe he just blew his load when he was young. He was very very lucky because he engaged in a lot of risky behavior at dance and sex clubs in NYC.  So, you know what I’m talking about. 

Anyway, sometimes I get so worked up at the bookstores I come home drenched in sweat and/or flushed.  Remember now I’m lucky to have 5 adult bookstores within a 15-mile radius.  So today I really came home warn out.  I did go to the gym first (remember I’m a good-looking well-hung bear but NOT a gym rat).  Clean up and head to the bookstore of the day.

Today I spent almost 4 hours there because there was a lot of good action.  I love exposing myself in the theater first.  Today all I did was take my dick out and two hot men did the rest.  Took my shirt off, pulled down my jeans, untied my boots so I could get the jeans off and took my briefs off.  I was totally naked with these 2 what looked to be middle Eastern men.  A group of about 10+ were watching the whole thing and most were jerking off.

These guys were all about passion which I fucking love.  They each kissed me separately then together as they jerked my cock and I jerked theirs.  Then they did the move that I could cum from.  They gently probed my ears on each side with their tongues while one jerked me and the other worked my nipples.

By this time 2 other buys had joined.  One had a shaved head and the other had long red hair tied up in a “man bun.”  The shaved head dude had no problem being aggressive and just slipped me around   I was making so much noise that anyone that was in the private booths came to see what the fuck was going on. 

The beautiful furry red head man was all about sucking my fat cock.  He couldn’t get enough and not once did I feel his teeth.  I suggested we move to the big booth so the others could get naked and before I new it they just stripped.  All 4 of them.  So here we were, 5 men butt ass naked in the theater having an orgy with, now over 20 guys watching and jerking.  THIS is what I call sex.  Hot, sweaty, passionate, hands, fingers, lips, tongue, pits, sweat, pre-cum……

This went on for over an hour but I’m not kid any more and needed to sit down.  Much to my happiness that didn’t stop anything.  The red head stayed glued to my cock and the middle eastern guys continued to play with each other and me.  The other guy, Mr. Aggressive, wasted no time in coming up next to me, grabbing my head, turning it sideways and jamming his fat….and I mean fat…. cock down my throat. 

At first, I wasn’t sure I liked the aggressiveness but he sensed it and eased up a bit.  Just enough to let me enjoy what was happening.  He leaned forward and I could smell alcohol and cigar.  Garr…. a real fucking mans.  He whispered, well not really whispered, in my ear that we weren’t leaving until we all shot our loads.  Fine by me but he took control of how that was going to happen.  He stood me up and let the red head continue to suck me.  The middle Eastern guys were making out with me and I with them.  He goes to my right side and just kept talking to me really dirty and all of a sudden, I felt a big slap on my white ass.  I jumped forward.  Of all my body parts my dick and my ass are the best.  Years of cardio of kept my ass high and tight and he loved it.  It made everyone in the room hot and I think anxious to see what came next. 

No longer to my right he was directly behind me and I felt his cock.  I turned my face around to say “I don’t get fucked” and he laughed loudly.  In my ear he said “well you do today” and I freaked out.  First of all, I was prepped and I’m not of fan of dirty fucks.  Second of all I DON’T GET FUCKED however he knew what he was doing.

All 5 of us were up against a wall now.  His weight was directing this entire show.  Still making out with the two guys and still being blown by the hot red head I felt the head of his cock pop inside of me.  My reaction was to try and pull out but the next thing I knew was he poppered me up.

I am not a fan of poppers at all.  I don’t like the smell at all nor what they do.  I’m intelligent and well-read to know how dangerous they can be. 

However, they also allow you to lose your inhibitions and just give in.  Which I did.  He pushed all the way forward and he was balls deep inside me and fucking me.  My tits were being yanked on, I was making out with two hot guys, my cock was getting sucked by a hot red head and this hot muscled up dude with a fat cock was owning my ass.

In reality does it get any better?  Now I hadn’t cum for 7 days so when I shot my load the poor kid between my legs couldn’t keep up.  You could hear the guys in the room who were watching just let loose as well.

We all exchanged text numbers but lightening rarely strikes twice.

Going full circle as I conclude this story, I headed home.  I did not realize my shirt was missing a button and that I had not buttoned correctly.  My hair was a mess and I did look flush, like I had just finished a work out (which I did).

“Where have you been and what have you been doing?  You look like a mess.  Get in here and drink some water.”

Gladly.

On a roll....

After a hot romp in the woods the day before I had no intentions of hitting up my favorite bookstore.  However, as I drove past it on my way home, I noticed it was nicely packed and that pit in my stomach hit and my cock got stirred.  A quick U-turn and here I was in the parking lot.

Now this is the Monday after St. Patrick’s Day and I was really surprised to see how crowded this place was at noon.  Lots of horny men in the hallways, booths, and my favorite area, the theater.  As you know I’m a total exhibitionist leaning towards the risky side.  I mean this placed has been busted a few times but that doesn’t stop me from hauling it out. 

I’m all about comfort so I don’t just pop it out.  I take my jeans off and sit naked from the waist down so I can freely stroke and let the fellas see it all.  Probably 10 guys in there, some sitting others standing watching the movie.  Some complaining (loudly) that the movies are always straight but I actually prefer them.  Most of the times the guys are hotter and more masculine.  I’m not into the women squealing but I can get passed that. 

One guy against the wall was cruising me hard as he felt his hard on in his sweat pants.  I motioned for him to come sit next to me which he did.  We both reached over and jerked each other’s cocks for a while with everyone watching.  He really got off on my cock.  Staring, squeezing, stroking and I’ll admit although he had a nice one mine was thicker and longer.

I leaned over and asked if he wanted to head to a booth and he declined saying he was good for now.  I, however, was looking for a little more so I put my pants back on and headed to the back where the booths were. 

On my way I noticed a guy with a baseball cap pulled low, slim build and handsome face.  We both nodded but he didn’t follow so I just ducked into one of the larger booths.  There I assumed my normal position.  Up against the wall with my cock out and the door open just enough so those passing could see it. 

I could see the man I passed across the hall hovering but not making a move so I pushed the door open a little more so he could get a good view.  Once he got the view, he made a beeline into the booth with me. 

The feeling of ice-cold hands on my warm cock is one of my favorites and he new what he was doing.  He stroked me and fondled my huge nuts.  I just leaned back and enjoyed myself.  However, he leaned in and put his lips on mine.  Now THIS was a man.  It always cracks me up that these men will let me fuck them without a condom before heading home to the wife and kids but kissing means they are gay.

This dude knew how to kiss and we both got into it hot and passionately.  As our lips were locked, we undressed one another.  Naked.  Completely.  While our hands were everywhere, I did put mine on his shoulders and pushed him down on his knees.  I told him to look at me while he blew me.  He loved this and although he sucked me like a pro he also knew how to suck on my balls and once he heard my loud groan, he knew that was something I loved. 

I did suck his dick for a bit and he was amazed how well I could take his huge cock.  However, because I did it so well, he didn’t last long.  If you’re a pro you know the combination of a hot mouth and twisting your hand up and down as you go will bring a nice eruption.  And that’s exactly what happened here. 

We were both drenched in sweat and spent.  We leaned into each other and laughed out loud saying “this was a nice surprise.”

You can post on sites or use hook-up aps but I still find the pop-in to be the best at bookstores.

Spring has sprung

I love the state I live in…. New Jersey.  You get to experience all 4 seasons and you know if you don’t like one of them the season will change soon enough.  Like winter.  I’m one of those guys who loves winter temperatures, snow, etc.  I just do.  However yesterday it hit 70 degrees and I knew just where to head.

All of us (sex addicts, exhibitionists) come out of hiding.  While the cops have killed most places, you can still find some really hot places if you know where to go.  Yesterday I decided to drive out route 80 and head to this place where you park your car and hike off into the woods.  Now I’m probably going to jinx myself but I’ve never seen a cop or state trooper there to harass us sex loving men and yesterday was no different.

I love that pit in my stomach when I pull into the lot and see over 10 cars because I know these are not folks out for a nature hike.  Well not JUST a nature hike for trees but definitely for the birds and bees.  Sliding my backpack on I started my adventure.

It didn’t take me long to see two guys off in the bushes making noises.  Since I had just arrived, I continued to walk.  Ok maybe not.  I did stop and haul out my dick to jerk and watch them.  The one on his knees saw the size of my dick and motioned for me to come over.  I gave him a thumbs up but kept on going.  Today I was hoping for a full-on public orgy.

Damn there was a hot fucking black dude posed against a tree, shirt off thumbing his nipples and jerking his massive cock.  I walked over to him and we jerked together for a while.  Each tugging on each other’s nips really hard…just how I like it.  He let me finger bang him for a while but wanted to do that to me and I wasn’t looking for that.  I thanked him and headed back to the trail.

We NJ guys have some unwritten codes which I fucking love.  As I headed deeper into the woods there was another smaller path off to the left.  A fairly new white t-shirt was on the ground.  Fucking hot.  So down that path I went and discovered just what I was hoping for.  7 men in various degrees of undress making out, licking, sucking, eating ass, pits, fucking and grunting like men in heat. 

Once again, I wanted to make sure I’d be invited so out came my dick and two of them said “get over here.”  Once there I didn’t have to do anything.  My clothing was removed by hands I didn’t know.  A tongue that tasted of beer and cigarettes was in my mouth and I was I fucking heaven.  When one man leaned forward whispering in my ear that he liked my looks he also grabbed my nips and I turned and grunted “harder.”  He obliged. 

This hot tattooed muscle dude who was naked except for hiking shoes…. just like me.  He was kneeling behind me and I felt a hot wet tongue tickle my ass.  That was great but I could see he had a nice ass too and I wanted it.  I wiggled away and pushed him into a small tree and rammed my thick tongue deep inside him.  He actually thought it was my dick…that’s how thick my tongue is. 

Now most of us were rolling around the floor of the woods all over one another.  I could eat ass all day and took turns eating just about every ass that was there.  The muscle dude shouted to me that he wanted to be fucked by me.  I looked at my phone and saw that I’d been there about 2 hours and I was ok to fill him up since I had to leave soon.  (guys…here’s a PSA.  I get tested 3x a year and I snap the results with date on my phone so I can show it to a potentially concerned partner).  He wanted my raw cock but was concerned.  When I showed him my results he was on his back within minutes.  I motioned to the other guy I liked to sit on his face.  So, muscle guy ate his hole, I fucked him and the hot man and I made out like pigs in heat.  Complete with licking pits, etc. 

I was so horny, sweaty and hot that I told the dude to stand up.  Told muscle boy I was almost there and I started to suck off the guy.  He was pleasantly surprised at my skills and it didn’t take him long to flood my mouth.  I don’t often suck and swallow but when it tastes this good it’s a pleasure.

I hadn’t cum in 9 days so I filled up my boy nicely telling him not to move.  I squirt for a long time and I wanted my DNA to stay deep in him for a long time.

He’s already texted me for another session.  Hopefully this time he’ll allow me to snap pics.

I wasn't really in the mood

Not really in the mood but my route today, drove me right past one of my favorite places to play and it looked busy.

As you all know these places (adult bookstores) are always hit or miss.  I’ve given up on websites where guys say they’ll attend and then the place is empty.  I have much better luck spur of the moment and today was no exception. 

I recognized one car and immediately that knot in my stomach formed.  I knew him to be a well-built handsome and well-hung Italian in his late 30’s.  We often played together and put ourselves on display for other men to play with us together and/or separate.  I was hoping this would happen today.

Upon entering and paying the fee to go to the backroom it was crowded.  Not over crowded just enough so you could feel the heat, smell the men and smell sperm.  Now I was really ready for some action so I headed to the theater first.  There were about 10 guys all standing jerking and a younger guy was on his knees taking loads.  I just stood back and watched……….and got hard.

I leaned up against the wall so I could watch and so other guys could see me.  You know…. a cock tease.  I was there about 15 minutes when I heard the shuffling of feet behind me and hot breath on my neck.  I didn’t turn around but heard “hey fucker” and knew immediately it was him.  I reached back with my right hand and his thick Italian cock was painfully hard.  “Take yours out so they can see” and I happily complied.  Just as I did that the swinging door open and two other guys walked in.

They stood in the hallway watching the gang in the room but most of all focused on my buddy and me.  My buddy was hotter than me………….and if you’ve read this blog you know I don’t oversell myself.  Don’t get me wrong, I’m handsome and well hung with a decent body but my buddy was worked out and had that piercing Italian thing going on.  I’m a Polish and Irish mutt which provided me with a thick body, thick cock, and great big butt. 

Apparently these two guys had either come together and/or arranged to meet there.  (Let’s call my buddy Louis).  Louis and I now turned with out backs to the wall in the hallway leading to the theater with our rock-hard cocks sticking out.  Within moments the two were on their knees salivating over our cocks, balls reaching up to tweak nips, etc. 

The two guys were equally handsome and eager to please.  Mine was a little too eager so I slowed him down a few times as he begged for my cum.  “You’ll get it but I just got here and want to enjoy what you’re doing.”  He loved that and slowed down.  I knew what he wanted to do next and I wasn’t sure I was up for that in public.  He had both hands on my hips trying to get me to turn around so he could munch on my hole.  If you’ve read this you know I love getting my hole munched on.  I turns me into a fucking animal and makes me FUCK like an animal. 

So, I grabbed him by his pits and lifted him up asking “you want to eat my hole?” He could barely speak and then I said “just be ware if you eat my hole, I fuck you hard right here with no condom.”  He sunk to his knees and I gave in and let him spin me around.  My friend Louis loved this because he has seen what happens after I get my hole eaten. 

The dynamics of the theater shifted because, and I’m not bragging, Louis and I were sporting the biggest boners so everyone wanted to see/touch/feel.  After about 15 minutes of hole eating, I told him it was my turn and he knew what that meant.  His buddy stayed focused on Louis but I was ready to fuck raw.  He begged me to take him to a booth and I reminded him that was NOT our agreement.  He started to complain I was too big…no lube…. etc. but I wouldn’t hear him.  I told him to lube up with spit and I grabbed my bottle of poppers.  I don’t do poppers but I do keep them for the boys/men I want to fuck. 

I’ve told you before I do have a nice thick 9” cock and poppers help the recipient…most times.  By now Louis had lost interest in his buddy saying “too much teeth and he was keen to help me along.  He knows I do like a tongue on my hole or a finger brushing the outside…. but not inside.  Therefore, he positioned himself squarely behind me and helped me hold the guys hands on the wall.

He gently stroked my hole with one hand and roughly worked my tits with the other.  This dude was whimpering and I was only pressing the head against his hole.  I planted the Jungle Juice Platinum bottle under his nostrils and made him take two huge huffs for both sides.

He fell back into me and I fucking rammed it all the way in and I could hear Louis saying “that’s right Billy pound his ass…. make him your bitch today.”  And I did.  Not a huge fan of the “bitch” stuff but I knew what he meant.  I had to continue to popper him up because when they were off, he complained…loudly.

What neither Louis not I saw was his body down there sucking my boys’ cock which really pissed me off.  I didn’t want to cum so I kneed him out of the way for a while.  Between all of this we had a good fuckfest for just over an hour until I painted his guts with a 10-day load.  His pig friend was fucking licking up the cum as it spilled out of his hole.

The result?  4 very satisfied men.  Not bad considering I wasn’t really in the mood.  And I'm still hard...see?

My Irish Boy

We started chatting on Scruff for about a year.  He’s actually a pilot and flies into Newark but our schedules were never in sync.  Lucky for me his schedule changed and for the last few months he’s been coming to Newark and staying at airport hotels.

Just as I’d hoped our online chemistry was even hotter in person.  The pics he sent me didn’t do him any justice.  He’s hot as fuck and who doesn’t love an Irish brogue.  A few tattoos a nice thick cock and beautiful fucking hole.

We chatted so many times that our sexual energy was off the charts and I had no intention of our first meeting to be vanilla in the bedroom.  I know my way around the airport because I’m a total sex addict.  I know the places to go at what time of day.  You can find places nobody knows about or you can find places where you get dudes to watch and/or join in. 

He knows I was an addict and exhibitionist and he claimed to be one too.  However, he was really concerned about being seen or caught at the airport.  I sweet talked him into meeting me in this private restroom.  Private meaning not many people use it but that’s not true.  The people who use it are men like me who need it physical passionate raw and a little on the rough side.  That part I did not prepare him for.  My hunch was he’d fucking love it.

He also didn’t know I had a group of men who also love this shit and we had each other’s text information.  I selectively let a few know the deal.

He met me there and within seconds my tongue was down his throat and we were all over each other.  I was pleasantly surprised he didn’t seem to care if anyone walked in as we made out.  While he pawed my cock through my jeans, I worked his nipples and quickly went to his hole where he let out a sweet sound.  Now it was on.

I told him to completely undress.  He refused.  I slipped us into the handicap stall and told him again while we made out and chewed his ear kissed and licked his neck telling him how fucking hot he was.  This time I did the undressing and he didn’t resist.  Then we heard footsteps and we both froze.  I honestly didn’t give a fuck but he freaked out a little.  It actually turns me on…. the possibility of getting caught. 

The guy stood at the urinal which was right outside the stall.  Another one came in and you could hear them pissing and not leaving.  I peeked through the door and could see them stroking each other and trying to see us.  My Irish Boy was freaking out as I let the door open. 

These guys were fucking amazed at the hot boy I had.  And now my boy turned the corner from afraid to totally into being shown off by his man.  I whispered not to worry that I’d take care of him but I wanted them to touch him; tweak his nips; and I wanted him to suck there cocks too.  Soon one big orgy was going on with the 4 of us and I let him doing the sucking as I got behind him.  I licked his hole on slightly before slamming my cock inside.  He was tight and dry.  Just how I like them. 

I’m going to share some pics and vid of him then I’ll continue with the story.

Big Daddy

As I’ve stated previously I’m just a guy.  Many describe me as a mans man, Home Depot kind of masculine guy.  My relatives (brothers, in laws) often laugh saying how funny it is to watch women hit on me.  Getting the picture?

I do my best with what I’ve got and I do go to “the gym” regularly but I’m pretty much a cardio guy.  I like to do the treadmill til I soaked in sweat and can hardly breathe.  Lately I’ve mixed it up throwing some free weights in there.  Bench pressing, bicep curls, etc.  I thought it was my imagination that over the last month this hot fucking blond haired (not normally my type) tattoed stud was checking me out.  No way. I kept my head down and just did what I came to do.  He’s very in with those who come to the gym to socialize as well as exercise.  That’s not my scene.

On this day the gym was quiet and I was pretty much alone in the free weight area.  I didn’t even see him before he was right there asking if I wanted a spot.  I mean I don’t swoon often but this guy was everything.  He opens his mouth and he’s got a thick Scottish accent which got me hard instantly.  Now he’s hanging with me and I’m tripping over myself.  Turns out he’s been in town for a couple of months visiting family but he is staying at a local hotel because he needs his space (which I totally get). 

I finish up what I’m doing and head to the shower.  He fucking follows me into the locker room chatting me up.  He had his eyes locked on mine the entire time.  It is worth repeating I am NOT gym god, muscle god, etc.  Just a guy but he’s not taking his eyes off me.  So I decided to take this up a notch; get naked and step into the sauna and 2 seconds later he joins me.  Where as I have a full towel wrapped around me he’s got a skimpy little towel around his tight waist flaunting his hard fucking muscle body and what appears to be a growing thick cock.  I’m fucking speechless.  What am I supposed to do??  Now he’s roaming around the small sauna, stretching, flexing right in front of my face and of course the towel is long gone and he’s got a thick uncut cock right in front of my face.  He grabs my bearded face tilts it towards him growling “like what you see my man?” 

I just fucking go for it.  Dive head first until my face hits his pubes and he has a sexy laugh growling “damn bro you’re hungry eh?”  Followed by “let’s get the fuck out of here.”  We both shower opposite each other as he puts on a hot show just for me.  Is it me or is he signalling me to spin around and show him my ass.  That’s EXACTLY what he wants so I oblige.  It’s a big ass but due to cardio it’s still a nice ass (so I’m told).

Meet him in the parking lot and he says he’s at the Marriott right down the road and gives me his room number and tells me to meet him in 15.  By now I’m so turned on but also a little skeptical this will really happen.  Either way it’s not a far drive and if it’s a set up I know I can defend myself but turns out I don’t need to.  I knock on his door and he opens naked and hard and the room smells of pot.  He grabs me and aggressively kisses me which gets me harder instantly.  It literally rips off my clothing (3 buttons gone from a new shirt and I don’t fucking care).  I’m trying to kiss and lick him but HE wants to do that to me.  He’s all over me and I’m letting it happen.  I know this isn’t going to last long because he turns me around and starts to munch on my hole.  That drives me insane.  And you readers know that 99% of the time I’m dicking hole…not the other way around but appears that’s not going to happen here. 

This guy knows his shit.  He’s spreading my legs and slapping my hole.  SLAPPING MY HOLE.  Nobody has ever done that to me.  And it isn’t long before his thick uncut cock is in me and I’m struggling with it but he doesn’t care.  I’m going to take it no matter what.  This was the best way to end 2018. (Having tech difficulties with video...stay tuned). 

Until I can figure out the real video for here I have another of my "redheaded" friend.  Enjoy.

I love Red Heads

I met him in NYC.  Never in a million years did I think he’d want anything to do with me.  At a bar he worked his way over to stand behind me.  He leaned forward and whispered in my ear “you’re a hot Daddy.”  Now I know at my age I should be flittered but I still wince cause that’s not how I see myself.

Scruffy, flirty, chain with lock around his neck and he was very forward…. which I liked.  He could see I was hard and he over reacted, over course, to the size of my dick.  As I’ve stated I am an exhibitionist when it comes to my dick.  The bar was not that crowded but he moved closer to me.  I put my arm behind his ass and pulled him into me.  Opened his mouth spit in it and we made out for 15 minutes.  Raw, rough, hard, man on man which I fucking love.

Somewhere in this he pulls out my cock and shoves my pants to the floor.  Therefore, from the waist down I am totally exposed and loving every minute of it.  Not sure if I’ve mentioned this along the way but I got a nice ass too.  Big furry cheeks that he’s now grabbing onto as he blows me right then and there.  I did have to pull him off to tell him if I feel any more teeth, I’ll have to fuck him.

Back to my cock and he was moaning loud as a crowed closed around us.  He didn’t want to be touched but I enjoyed getting my nipples worked hard and my ass being lightly touched… hole brushed. 

Teeth again so I pick him up by the pits and toss him on a large table.  Legs on my shoulders and hole totally exposed.  Oh, along the way I made him get completely naked.  He asked for some lube and I spit in my hand and he stopped me begging for the lube in his pants.  I just gave him an evil grin and shook my head no. 

I did get down and munch on his pretty hole for a while.  It was at that point where the stud behind me shot his load all over my back.  That turned me on even more so it was time to get going.  A little more spit as his head was shaking no and I popped the head in.  He screamed a little and tried to push out.  I eased up, leaned forward and told him to push out like he was taking a dump and I kissed him. 

This time it went in with ease and balls fucking deep.  He’d done this before.  The game.  It hurts too much Daddy.  And then I fucked this hot red headed ass for a good hour.  We played with each other the whole time, nips, eating each other’s pits, making out, I sucked his toes while I penetrated. 

By this time 7 guys had cum on us and I was ready.  He asked if he could cum with me and I said no.  I hadn’t cum in 8 days and I wanted this deep in him and that’s exactly where it went.  8 or 9 convulsions as I collapsed on him, the two of us drenched in sweat. 

He is one I’d see again and here he is.