True confessions

I’m not sure if I’ve come totally clean on my blog so here goes.  I have a long-time partner.  He’s a good man but has zero interest in sex.  I’m not even sure if he masturbates.  It’s been so long since our last physical encounter that I can’t remember.  To make it even worse he’s hot, has a better body than I do.  Years ago, we did some couple therapy and it was determined he was “asexual.” 

I believe he just blew his load when he was young. He was very very lucky because he engaged in a lot of risky behavior at dance and sex clubs in NYC.  So, you know what I’m talking about. 

Anyway, sometimes I get so worked up at the bookstores I come home drenched in sweat and/or flushed.  Remember now I’m lucky to have 5 adult bookstores within a 15-mile radius.  So today I really came home warn out.  I did go to the gym first (remember I’m a good-looking well-hung bear but NOT a gym rat).  Clean up and head to the bookstore of the day.

Today I spent almost 4 hours there because there was a lot of good action.  I love exposing myself in the theater first.  Today all I did was take my dick out and two hot men did the rest.  Took my shirt off, pulled down my jeans, untied my boots so I could get the jeans off and took my briefs off.  I was totally naked with these 2 what looked to be middle Eastern men.  A group of about 10+ were watching the whole thing and most were jerking off.

These guys were all about passion which I fucking love.  They each kissed me separately then together as they jerked my cock and I jerked theirs.  Then they did the move that I could cum from.  They gently probed my ears on each side with their tongues while one jerked me and the other worked my nipples.

By this time 2 other buys had joined.  One had a shaved head and the other had long red hair tied up in a “man bun.”  The shaved head dude had no problem being aggressive and just slipped me around   I was making so much noise that anyone that was in the private booths came to see what the fuck was going on. 

The beautiful furry red head man was all about sucking my fat cock.  He couldn’t get enough and not once did I feel his teeth.  I suggested we move to the big booth so the others could get naked and before I new it they just stripped.  All 4 of them.  So here we were, 5 men butt ass naked in the theater having an orgy with, now over 20 guys watching and jerking.  THIS is what I call sex.  Hot, sweaty, passionate, hands, fingers, lips, tongue, pits, sweat, pre-cum……

This went on for over an hour but I’m not kid any more and needed to sit down.  Much to my happiness that didn’t stop anything.  The red head stayed glued to my cock and the middle eastern guys continued to play with each other and me.  The other guy, Mr. Aggressive, wasted no time in coming up next to me, grabbing my head, turning it sideways and jamming his fat….and I mean fat…. cock down my throat. 

At first, I wasn’t sure I liked the aggressiveness but he sensed it and eased up a bit.  Just enough to let me enjoy what was happening.  He leaned forward and I could smell alcohol and cigar.  Garr…. a real fucking mans.  He whispered, well not really whispered, in my ear that we weren’t leaving until we all shot our loads.  Fine by me but he took control of how that was going to happen.  He stood me up and let the red head continue to suck me.  The middle Eastern guys were making out with me and I with them.  He goes to my right side and just kept talking to me really dirty and all of a sudden, I felt a big slap on my white ass.  I jumped forward.  Of all my body parts my dick and my ass are the best.  Years of cardio of kept my ass high and tight and he loved it.  It made everyone in the room hot and I think anxious to see what came next. 

No longer to my right he was directly behind me and I felt his cock.  I turned my face around to say “I don’t get fucked” and he laughed loudly.  In my ear he said “well you do today” and I freaked out.  First of all, I was prepped and I’m not of fan of dirty fucks.  Second of all I DON’T GET FUCKED however he knew what he was doing.

All 5 of us were up against a wall now.  His weight was directing this entire show.  Still making out with the two guys and still being blown by the hot red head I felt the head of his cock pop inside of me.  My reaction was to try and pull out but the next thing I knew was he poppered me up.

I am not a fan of poppers at all.  I don’t like the smell at all nor what they do.  I’m intelligent and well-read to know how dangerous they can be. 

However, they also allow you to lose your inhibitions and just give in.  Which I did.  He pushed all the way forward and he was balls deep inside me and fucking me.  My tits were being yanked on, I was making out with two hot guys, my cock was getting sucked by a hot red head and this hot muscled up dude with a fat cock was owning my ass.

In reality does it get any better?  Now I hadn’t cum for 7 days so when I shot my load the poor kid between my legs couldn’t keep up.  You could hear the guys in the room who were watching just let loose as well.

We all exchanged text numbers but lightening rarely strikes twice.

Going full circle as I conclude this story, I headed home.  I did not realize my shirt was missing a button and that I had not buttoned correctly.  My hair was a mess and I did look flush, like I had just finished a work out (which I did).

“Where have you been and what have you been doing?  You look like a mess.  Get in here and drink some water.”

Gladly.

On a roll....

After a hot romp in the woods the day before I had no intentions of hitting up my favorite bookstore.  However, as I drove past it on my way home, I noticed it was nicely packed and that pit in my stomach hit and my cock got stirred.  A quick U-turn and here I was in the parking lot.

Now this is the Monday after St. Patrick’s Day and I was really surprised to see how crowded this place was at noon.  Lots of horny men in the hallways, booths, and my favorite area, the theater.  As you know I’m a total exhibitionist leaning towards the risky side.  I mean this placed has been busted a few times but that doesn’t stop me from hauling it out. 

I’m all about comfort so I don’t just pop it out.  I take my jeans off and sit naked from the waist down so I can freely stroke and let the fellas see it all.  Probably 10 guys in there, some sitting others standing watching the movie.  Some complaining (loudly) that the movies are always straight but I actually prefer them.  Most of the times the guys are hotter and more masculine.  I’m not into the women squealing but I can get passed that. 

One guy against the wall was cruising me hard as he felt his hard on in his sweat pants.  I motioned for him to come sit next to me which he did.  We both reached over and jerked each other’s cocks for a while with everyone watching.  He really got off on my cock.  Staring, squeezing, stroking and I’ll admit although he had a nice one mine was thicker and longer.

I leaned over and asked if he wanted to head to a booth and he declined saying he was good for now.  I, however, was looking for a little more so I put my pants back on and headed to the back where the booths were. 

On my way I noticed a guy with a baseball cap pulled low, slim build and handsome face.  We both nodded but he didn’t follow so I just ducked into one of the larger booths.  There I assumed my normal position.  Up against the wall with my cock out and the door open just enough so those passing could see it. 

I could see the man I passed across the hall hovering but not making a move so I pushed the door open a little more so he could get a good view.  Once he got the view, he made a beeline into the booth with me. 

The feeling of ice-cold hands on my warm cock is one of my favorites and he new what he was doing.  He stroked me and fondled my huge nuts.  I just leaned back and enjoyed myself.  However, he leaned in and put his lips on mine.  Now THIS was a man.  It always cracks me up that these men will let me fuck them without a condom before heading home to the wife and kids but kissing means they are gay.

This dude knew how to kiss and we both got into it hot and passionately.  As our lips were locked, we undressed one another.  Naked.  Completely.  While our hands were everywhere, I did put mine on his shoulders and pushed him down on his knees.  I told him to look at me while he blew me.  He loved this and although he sucked me like a pro he also knew how to suck on my balls and once he heard my loud groan, he knew that was something I loved. 

I did suck his dick for a bit and he was amazed how well I could take his huge cock.  However, because I did it so well, he didn’t last long.  If you’re a pro you know the combination of a hot mouth and twisting your hand up and down as you go will bring a nice eruption.  And that’s exactly what happened here. 

We were both drenched in sweat and spent.  We leaned into each other and laughed out loud saying “this was a nice surprise.”

You can post on sites or use hook-up aps but I still find the pop-in to be the best at bookstores.

Spring has sprung

I love the state I live in…. New Jersey.  You get to experience all 4 seasons and you know if you don’t like one of them the season will change soon enough.  Like winter.  I’m one of those guys who loves winter temperatures, snow, etc.  I just do.  However yesterday it hit 70 degrees and I knew just where to head.

All of us (sex addicts, exhibitionists) come out of hiding.  While the cops have killed most places, you can still find some really hot places if you know where to go.  Yesterday I decided to drive out route 80 and head to this place where you park your car and hike off into the woods.  Now I’m probably going to jinx myself but I’ve never seen a cop or state trooper there to harass us sex loving men and yesterday was no different.

I love that pit in my stomach when I pull into the lot and see over 10 cars because I know these are not folks out for a nature hike.  Well not JUST a nature hike for trees but definitely for the birds and bees.  Sliding my backpack on I started my adventure.

It didn’t take me long to see two guys off in the bushes making noises.  Since I had just arrived, I continued to walk.  Ok maybe not.  I did stop and haul out my dick to jerk and watch them.  The one on his knees saw the size of my dick and motioned for me to come over.  I gave him a thumbs up but kept on going.  Today I was hoping for a full-on public orgy.

Damn there was a hot fucking black dude posed against a tree, shirt off thumbing his nipples and jerking his massive cock.  I walked over to him and we jerked together for a while.  Each tugging on each other’s nips really hard…just how I like it.  He let me finger bang him for a while but wanted to do that to me and I wasn’t looking for that.  I thanked him and headed back to the trail.

We NJ guys have some unwritten codes which I fucking love.  As I headed deeper into the woods there was another smaller path off to the left.  A fairly new white t-shirt was on the ground.  Fucking hot.  So down that path I went and discovered just what I was hoping for.  7 men in various degrees of undress making out, licking, sucking, eating ass, pits, fucking and grunting like men in heat. 

Once again, I wanted to make sure I’d be invited so out came my dick and two of them said “get over here.”  Once there I didn’t have to do anything.  My clothing was removed by hands I didn’t know.  A tongue that tasted of beer and cigarettes was in my mouth and I was I fucking heaven.  When one man leaned forward whispering in my ear that he liked my looks he also grabbed my nips and I turned and grunted “harder.”  He obliged. 

This hot tattooed muscle dude who was naked except for hiking shoes…. just like me.  He was kneeling behind me and I felt a hot wet tongue tickle my ass.  That was great but I could see he had a nice ass too and I wanted it.  I wiggled away and pushed him into a small tree and rammed my thick tongue deep inside him.  He actually thought it was my dick…that’s how thick my tongue is. 

Now most of us were rolling around the floor of the woods all over one another.  I could eat ass all day and took turns eating just about every ass that was there.  The muscle dude shouted to me that he wanted to be fucked by me.  I looked at my phone and saw that I’d been there about 2 hours and I was ok to fill him up since I had to leave soon.  (guys…here’s a PSA.  I get tested 3x a year and I snap the results with date on my phone so I can show it to a potentially concerned partner).  He wanted my raw cock but was concerned.  When I showed him my results he was on his back within minutes.  I motioned to the other guy I liked to sit on his face.  So, muscle guy ate his hole, I fucked him and the hot man and I made out like pigs in heat.  Complete with licking pits, etc. 

I was so horny, sweaty and hot that I told the dude to stand up.  Told muscle boy I was almost there and I started to suck off the guy.  He was pleasantly surprised at my skills and it didn’t take him long to flood my mouth.  I don’t often suck and swallow but when it tastes this good it’s a pleasure.

I hadn’t cum in 9 days so I filled up my boy nicely telling him not to move.  I squirt for a long time and I wanted my DNA to stay deep in him for a long time.

He’s already texted me for another session.  Hopefully this time he’ll allow me to snap pics.